Saturday, September 30, 2006
2 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL , and i'm still slacking away...*sigh* wonder how to pass like tat ... tat's means i cannot go home study on monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday ,friday ... like that sure tired. but no choice , need to study ... irritaing .i can't wait for my pay nxt week so that i can pay my full amount for my gothic lolita which is $90 . lolx ... today i went to orchard to collect my lolita shoe and went to pay for my headdress . later we met rina , she's a nice person . she got a hamster , sooooo cute!!!! then later we met her friend and went to sumairu together .OMG !!! charmaine actually bought a punk skirt which is so nice!!! i'm so shocked!!!i went to try the lolita , which is super nice but later went to haru and reserve the lolita dress ... lolx after that , we went to send charmaine to the bus-stop then we went back to haru , i also went to try geraldine's corset which i can fit into and is so cool !!! lolx... after eating our dinner , we went home. while in the MRT , i saw this really cute guy but he is from CHC ... so happy today ... i got alot of things that i want so badly and finally got it ...
Friday, September 29, 2006
JERRY SO MEAN , I DUN LIKE HER ANYMORE!!! * crying* she's a meanie!!! she's mean ... 3 more days to n level yet i'm still not studying hard for it . i'm too tired to study anymore , jus too tired!!! i'm too stressed to do anything ...
Thursday, September 28, 2006
4 more days to n level and i'm still not prepared for it... eating dinner now.today is the most boring day , i only talk in class and joke around . lit also got nothing to do , also talk in class about what we are going to do after the n level . we thinking about going to sentosa together but with my close friends . then sleep over ... alot of places we will be going but sure out of money .i don't know why but i envy phoebe for having so many friends who care for her...sorry phoebe but i got to say this out.
KRYSTAL!!!cheer up!!! everyday see you , your face always look so sad... cheer up ok!
so sleepy ... want to sleep , tomorrow going to study with cherie and desiree , studying biology tomorrow ... can't be bothered about the other subjects , i'll worry about the rest later because biology and physics got alot to study for , so i will study these few first. I REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS WITH A 5 pts!!!!HOPE HOPE HOPE
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
since i got nothing better to write , i would rather put my fav song lyric in here
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo
kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de
tsunaida kimi no te wo
itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana
usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
sabikitta hito no you ni
kasanari au dake ga munashikute
hitori de ikite ikerutte itta
arifureta yasashisa kotobajya
ima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu
tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motome
itami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru kara
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
How can I see the meaning of life
kieteku you're the only. . .
How can I see the meaning of life
Disappearing, you're the only. . .
kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru kara
kesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return
hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY SHOE!!! YEAH!!! I WANNA GET IT GET IT...
BORED!!!!got nothing to do , want to slp soon but want to use computer first so that my parents wouldn't disturb me from me using the computer . so tired!!! i wanna slp *yawn*
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY SHOE!!!!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
... 6 more days to n level , still not prepared yet . put in new song on my blog which is de-techno life from bleach , 2nd opening song . just love that song. well... all i did today was nothing , i'm so tired about going to school when i just go to school to practice and not teaching me . i prefer the teachers to teach me one to one , not all teachers though . so that i can get it my facts right , that will be so much better . having a tuition teacher also no use , can't really learn much. only physics everyday... hate my dad so much , only know how to use violence , violence is always the way out , so pissed with him . do not know why my mum would married him , always like that , sick and tired of him always saying "i kill u then u know" . only violence... hate this family so much , i don't have the freedom to do anything even though i'm still young but i'm so much more matured than my two parents. only know how to fight like small kids , wish they can settle things in a way where they don't have to use things to hit each other . i find parents who fight are childish. that's my own opinion , and i wish they could see my blog . this is how i feel about parents who fight . they only make their kids suffer , only thing that they suffer , but they do not know that we too suffer more than them. they are just so childish . time for me to switch the computer off , maybe later will come online again
Sunday, September 24, 2006
well... yesterday was fun...but i was at the same place all day never change and no sun , cloudy day so i'm not tanned , unfair . after work we played a so-called dog and bone in the water but with a ball , fell down so many times until got scratches on my legs hand , so pain , lolx after that we went for a swim , feel so relaxed . i feel that going to work is the best place where i can get all my troubles away . due to the fact that i almost get scolded by mum and dad is because i swim for too long and had to take away my food home , can't stay to eat. i think my mum will allow me to go out late after my N level , now cannot . anw if i go out late also got timing , the latest i come home is 11 pm , no later then that if not get locked out . i'm bored bored bored bored bored ... *yawn*
Friday, September 22, 2006
how how how ... how am i suppose to tell mum that i not going for dinner together with her .... how leh ... what am i to do !!!! i scared mum don't allow then i cannot go , then so unfair ... is a must go , cannot say dun go de ... how!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
OMG!!! I LOVE THIS COSPLAYER , SHE'S SO COOL!!! I LIKE THE TIFA BEST
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
today i miss maths lesson because i cannot take it anymore , miss yeong is abit too much . mrs yong also never come today , so sian , yesterday the three have fun while me , stay at home do nth , sit around , use the computer . IRRITAING !!!! can't stand it , i wanna the N leve to finish faster but meanwhile i have to study extremely pass , i jus pass my lit which is so horrible !!!! i wanna scream , haven scold candice yet for what happen yesterday , still so mad at her. I GO SLP LE!!! SO TIRED!!!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
this is ME ME ME
bored bored bored , staying at home now , don't know what to do . washing the clothes for the whole family now , if not if mum comes home , she'll be in a bad mood, then later say i never help her ... that's worst .got so many eye problems , now is my left eye which got the problem , so irritating .that alan arh... i really feel irritated , he's siding candice de lor, keep forcing me to forgive her. ALAN!!!! if u are seeing this u better understand, i HATE people forcing me to do this i do not like. PLUS , u ask candice to say sorry , is not her which wants to say sorry . she will always listen to people , anyway , i do not see the sincerity , so i will not say until i get it out clear with her . she will only continue to deny things if i forgive her. u do this because u wanted to help get her friends back but is her own fault which she cause this , so i would like u not to do things which i HATE, i'll appreciate it . O and substance shan , i do not know who u really are , but i got one thing to say to u , I'M NOT AFRAID OF CANDICE , why must i be scared of her . i think she's the one who is scared . so pls , do not assume things . i hope u people understand me .i will go confront CANDICE LIM tomorrow which is wednesday. if u ask her to tell u things , i think all she will say is a lie and everyone knows candice . PLUS the last time i ask about ur result , u only lie ... y be so embarass about ur result , if u think u did ur best then is done . lie abt ur results for wat, it wouldn't help u .
TOMORROW GO BACK TO SCHOOL , SO BORING , I WANNA SKIP MATHS LESSON
13 MORE DAYS TO MY N'LEVEL'...
CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY GL SHOE PLUS MY HEADDRESS
Saturday, September 16, 2006
TODAY IS STUDY DAY !!! not really study day , jus went to study only lolx . had fun ....
I WANNA WORK WORK WORK but got n level , so must wait till n level finish , need to save $93 to save for my shoe and my headdress , love my headdress and the shoe.
jus need one more thing to get ready for cosplay EOY which is my GL lolx
wanna buy alot of stuff ... but no money *sigh*
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
gaara
kikyorukia
I'M BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED ... THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY
HERE ARE SOME COSPLAY PICS
cloudUPDATE SOON
Sunday, September 03, 2006
I GOT TO ADMIT THAT I'M ADDICTED TO MY JOB RATHER THAN STUDY ... so bored , better study and not slack , i know how to plan my time but is just that when it comes to study , i'll just have a feeling of not doing it and i'm so tired of it . so many exams , after mid-year is mock exam , after mock exam is prelims and after prelims is the real big one which is unfair . having so many exams in 2 months is very stressing for us all .
Friday, September 01, 2006
i'm super tired , that's all i have to say plus i injured my finger and i'm unable to move because it's so pianful . saw vic , daphane ang and audrey at www hahaha
nitez , sweet dreams to everybody
