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SCHOOL PICS!!! DUN STEAL THE PICS!!1

2007-03-09T04:52:00.000-08:00

AFTER SOOO LONG

2007-03-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

O well... after so long of me not to update my blog because i'm lazy. now new stuff is out...
i'm in ite , course is nursing, fun to study there but very stressful especially bio.Is not like what other people think. nursing course is not a relax place to study in. If u want to have relaxing course then don't take this course because this course, you need to study extremely hard. If you don't , you might not pass.that's my opinion .i have been enjoying my classes and friends in a whole new environment. i love some of the teachers , they had been great and helpful.But sometimes , things happens like back in secondary school.Overall , this course has been the best . I don't regret not choosing this course , it's find to learn especially biology though it is boring and difficult to study but at least i got bio experience so i think i can handle it.Next tuesday , willl be the last day of school , so sad , will miss some of my friends there though i'mnot very close to them.

outing day

2006-11-21T22:36:00.000-08:00

MY OUTING DAY
ALL OVER ORCHARD LOLX

NEOPRINTS TT WE TOOK ARE UP ABOVE

OUR JOURNEY AS WE GO

oooo

2006-11-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

o well ... today is the same as yesterday but is just that sally came back from malaysia.
hmm... going out tomorrow since i'm not working , i need to rest for awhile then go work for the next few days .today got alot of bees falling from the sky. scary okay .. dead bees falling then some still alive then i scare i will step on the bees as their stings are still attach.then got stand down at tsunami because of the bees , then the lifeguards have to go take nets and clean the whole of tsunami as in pick the bees up.slide up also have , i was screaming in my head .o well... that's all for today , yups yups

~simple and clean~

BOO HOO

2006-11-15T22:11:00.000-08:00

today got two new people working ... they were okay . today really got nothing much to do . so boring ... i wanna sleep le... my hair is short now , not really short though , just shoulder length only .got nothing to do leh .. bored to death .i wanna go buy clothes for christmas.got my new headdress oso

OBsEssIoN

2006-11-12T15:11:00.000-08:00

Ooo.... i got my kor's the phone he spoiled but it wasn't spoiled at all . then godmama say she bought for me a christmas present , kor that phone ... which model ... hmm... 6 plus that one . o well... I FOUND MUSIC SCORE SHEETS!!! YES!!! now got new songs to pratice on already , yup yup ... hahaha... tomorrow going to malaysia to shop and to cut my HAIR SHORT ... should i ?? i think i should , there's a reason why i want to cut it short , it's for a reason that no one should know only my very close friend like zara . she's the one who always understands me alot . wednesday maybe i working , at least there's something for me to do then going for tuition which i DO NOT WANT . stupid teacher do not even know whether i can make to sec 5 . then want to teach me O subjects which is impossible for me because i do not have the mood to study and i really hate it. tell him so many times , he don't care , he just want me to do my work . and say some more that if i don't do my work , he is not going to teach me for next year . i'm so irritated by that ... why can't i have some peace at least !!! so many things that happen and change , if this continues , i may not be able to take the pressure .

I WANT THINGS TO GO BACK LIKE THEY USE TO BE !!!!
BUT SEEMS THAT IT WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GO BACK ...
BECAUSE EVERYONE CHANGE

seriously got nth to do

2006-11-08T22:50:00.000-08:00

these few days got nothing to do except to work to keep myself occupied. mum is going to bring me to see the doctor about my face.bought a new skirt from ice-lemon tee.... i jus love it so much haha ... is tt type of skirt i really want . maybe i should go buy something for mum and dad on friday . o well... there's nothing much that i can write

boo

2006-11-03T22:08:00.000-08:00

today so boring .... saw shamus just now at downtown east after work . he's still the same as ever...lolx tomorrow working OT ... sure tired de
I'M SO BORED BORED BORED

~ToO mUcH oF oBsEsSiOn Of LoVe CaN mAkE yOu EvIl~

BORED

2006-11-02T22:09:00.000-08:00

was watching this new anime call "black blood brothers". o well ,i guess it correctly , the show was actually about vampires . watch till episode 8 , got 12 epi but the rest haven come out yet , so yup ... was watching the whole since i got nothing to do , no games to play , no money to go out play ... never go church today also because mum and dad went out . working tml ... saturday also working !!! yeah! yeah!
but little kitty is gone already , so sad ... so cute!!!!!!!!
o well... i got nothing to say right now because nothing happen
if something happen , i also wouldn't type it here

~I'm BlInDeD bY mY oWn IlLuSiOnS~

enjoyable

2006-10-30T10:23:00.000-08:00

yesterday's BBQ was quite alright . well... i did most of the cooking and sally also was with me cooking for everyone to eat while zhen chong help to make the fire . but ming yan was the one who started the fire ... then jaclyn came then sally said something and thought she was saying jerry when it's not . so i never talk to jerry because jerry looks sad and doesn't feel like talking , so okay lor , i never say anything to her . yesterday i left about midnight , lucky my parents never lock me out of the house ... today i cannot go for the halloween party that my class planned because of church . so , aww... i can't go ...

DAMN

2006-10-28T22:47:00.000-07:00

SCARY!!! watching some ghost story on channel 56.... wah ... so scary!! o well , today wasn't really good at all , weather was very hot . i'm kinda tanned now , so irritaing , i forgot to put my sun tan lotion. now i'm super dark on my arms , legs and my face ... well... i was so lonely today , lonely ... during break , arens came in and poke poke me ... so pain ... during work , got this two foreign guy went to the slide . i let one go in first then the guy stop in the middle of the slide then the other just went into the slide and some more i was standing in the middle of the opening of the slide . i was so pissed and angry , so irritaing... then one is 7 people go into the raft . i was trying to hold back and shernal ask the people to get out , at least one person must get out but no one then we just have to let them go down . the other one was a teenage boy who went out of the raft went the raft was going down , then we reported , so some one , the lifeguard i think advise him . then when they went up again , shernal ask them which one of them jump off the raft . they say no one and call her stupid , i feel that they were too much la , everyone from the top saw one of them jump off the raft . they are so much more irrtating than the other guest ... so angry with them , so i looked and gave them a attitude problem kind of look . plus i just splash water on them they say they wanna report to the police . dumb la they all , cal the police just because i splash water on them , i find them rather stupid ... then after work went swimming again . i think i'm going swimming after work ...

TIME FOR ME TO SLEEP

BYAKUYA

2006-10-25T18:40:00.000-07:00

OMG!!OMG!!!OMG!!! BYAKUYA!!!!

YUNIE!!!

BACK TO SCHOOL

2006-10-25T17:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday , did not use the computer because i came home late , so too bad.after school today , i went to bathe first then use the computer .today's school activity was super boring , and i hate and i was having a very bad headache since yesterday...anyway , i think i was having a slight fever ... i seldom get fever , so i do not know whether it is . i was feeling very weak but still had to continue with my work cause i don't want to go home.oh well , after phoebe gave me a panadol , i felt much better.but the next day , when i get up which is today , i got my headache back ... now i got nothing to do except to listen to musics and play the play station but i will get bored that's one thing .so the last thing i will do to kill time is to SLEEP!!! today got no show i think until 9 , HBO hahaha... sally working today ... friday don't know whether to work , need to see whether got space first.then some one must take over me for PM shift , then sunday go work AM shift . i feel so sad that so many people leaving us , katrina and annastacia . katrina and cherie neo always bring laughter to the whole class and i love my class .i'm so pissed, even before finding out our N level results everybody is leaving.leave if they cannot pass O level ... i hope no other people will leave us already

BACKACHE!!!

2006-10-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

today never work OT at least , if not my back sure very pain then later cannot walk ... today after work , went swimming . zhen chong teach me how to swim the whatever style that's called , which i don't really know how to spell. not don't know how to spell but the correct spelling for it. *yawn* , not going to school tomorrow because of my backache , i don't want to go to school hunching all the time . neither do i want the bloody school people to call someone to fetch me home.. call also no use cause i cannot walk only can take taxi go home. got one big pimple on my nose again , now must go see the doctor again , take medicine to get rid of it . need to pay $50 just for the medicine to get rid of it which i do not like to take nor put .my younger brother now playing the play station 2 , always come back play play play , don't know how to help me with the house work ... go out never help me , that dumbass ... the final fantasy x-2 the disc spoiling!!! NO!!! i want to play and get a 100% completion , i already 94% !!! if spoil ... i'm going to cry cause i want to see tidus come out from the water then yune go hug him ... aww...so touching...feel like sleeping ... maybe i go sleep first since i also got backache ...i bankrupt already!!! must save lots and lots of money , if not this year cannot cosplay. i don't why , i don't feel like cosplaying anymore ...i think that's enough of my writing , it's all bull shit ... nah just joking to myself

TIRED!!!

2006-10-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda tired today , work OT today . after i went swimming for awhile then go eat dinner then go home . now here i am typing and using the computer. my brothers all eating still . later become so FAT !! tomorrow also working but PM this time ... friday never go scholl cause i don't feel really good . got headache dued to thursday's climbing and activities . under the hot sun for so long can make me get headache.can't wait for school to close and forever staying at the month of november cause i also don't want to get my N level result during december , scared i cannot make it... i really hope i can pass ...TIME OUT

TIME FOR ME TO SLEEP

BORED

2006-10-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

today was super fun climbing the ice-rock climbing but of course you people should know that there's no such thing in singapore that there is a ice rock that we can climb . i did the climbing and it was super tiring , it was super hard to climb since i do not have th arm muscles to climb it. only phoebe in our group manage to climb all the way to the top . me , i fell off half way ... then katrina was so funny !!! she left that ice thingin like a hook or something , we grap it in our hands and hit it into the ice those equipment . she left it in the middle of no where when she fell off later . then the instructor had to do the climbing to grap the thing back . after that we went for our canopy walk . it looks easier than i thought it would be , but when i actually did it , it was so horrible. since i'm so afraid of heights , that's the only one problem that people who are scared of heights can't climb . the thing is about 6 storey high , that's what they say . omg , the rope kept shaking , i was so afraid . i was almost stuck in the middle of no where ... scary .... but lucky i manage to do everything . just try it for fun , it's an experience that i will never ever forget since it was so fun doing the canopy walk . those who are afraid of heights can try this because this may control ur fear of heights . I WANNA DO THE WALKING AND CLIMBING AGAIN!!!!

HERE'S A PICS OF MY KITTIES

THIS IS TIGGER >> my very first little kitty , she's 2 yrs old nw

THIS IS JASPER >> this is rosy's bro , both are going to be 1 yrs old by nov

THIS IS ROSY >> this is jasper's sis , also going to be 1 yrs old by nov , but she's kinda small in size . i do not have much of rosy's pics because she's hard to get on the camera .she jus runs away ...

WAH!!!!!!

2006-10-18T19:05:00.000-07:00

today, i went to school finally , but i was in a very sleepy mood ... keep yawning every minutes . today only got maths , english and maths . of all lesson i enjoy was chinese because we can use the computer without the teacher catching us . we can use the internet anyway becasue we also need to do work . today never work , i too tired already . saturday then maybe work , sunday then tues , monday not working , got school , so no thanks... i don't want to wake up like this morning , so tired!!! maybe next week can watch "deathnote" lolx...i got tanned on my face with the sunglasses the shape , but luckily it wasn't too obvious... lolx need to go le

EAT DINNER

I WANT THIS!!!

2006-10-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

PPL WHOEVER KNOWS A TAILOR AND DOES NOT CHARGE VERY HIGH FOR A COSTUME PLS TELL ME , CAUSE I NEED ONE .. AFTER THAT PLS TELL ME AND QUOTE FOR ME A PRICE FOR THESE LOLITAS , THANK YOU!!!!

SUPER TIRED TODAY

2006-10-14T23:05:00.000-07:00

*yawn* i'm so tired , first time after work so tired , never even swim yet so tired. today got nothing but just do what i'm suppose to do . phoebe lost her shorts , somebody went to put her shorts into somebody's bag, hope she finds it soon. lolx ... poor phoebe ... tomorrow need to go church then later go for work , so sian ... mum today so irritaing , ask me to house work everyday . ask me do house work as if i'm their maid . WRONG .... why can't you ask kor or jon to do the house work , why must be me . they got nothing better to do , only know how to play play play. why must your be dependent on me ... can't you do it yourself , i wash the clothes you make so much noise . you everytime also not at home then i'm so tired after come back from school or work . can't you understand how i feel , i guess not. no wonder u don't understand why i want to buy my gothic lolita and not tell you . now i know

FORGOT!!!

2006-10-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

AHH...I FORGOT TO ADD THIS

i took a pics of jerry when she not looking

MOREMOREMORE

2006-10-10T13:44:00.000-07:00

MORE!!!

maggie bullies jerry
sunglasses try

happy bus trip
still smiling
lonely me
together at sentosa
I LIKE THIS!!!!THIS TWO ARE THE SO-CALLED TWINS, HIKARU AND KAORU FRM OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!!

MAMORU MIYANO

2006-10-10T12:25:00.000-07:00

MY FAVOURITE VOICE ACTOR!!!!

UPZ UPZ UPZ

2006-10-10T12:20:00.000-07:00

MORE PICTURES , ALL THE SAME ONE BUT IS ONE BY ONE DE

AFTER THESE , I LAZY GO RESIZE PICY

i took this from erin

2006-10-10T11:20:00.000-07:00

YOZ YOZ ERIN , I TOOK IT FROM YA ok!

EXAM OVER!!!

2006-10-09T21:25:00.000-07:00

YES!!! EXAMS ARE OVER ALREADY!!!yesterday my mum scolded me for wasting money on my gothic lolita and my lolita shoe which is expensive , yes i noe . but my mum does not understand me at all ! it's my interest and i purposely work for that money so that she dun have to spent money on me! i will always use my own money to buy my stuff , i never ask her anything. i never ask her to buy things for me cause i know she cannot afford it... she's mean ... why can't she support me for doing all these ??? why other parents support their own children for almost everything and not mine . everything the other parents would do is support them . like if teachers are bias or mean to them or do watever the teachers does to them , they just tell their parents and their parents would support them while mine support the bloody teacher!! is not like i got a grudge on the teachers or what... but parents should support their own kids what!!! that's why i go work so i can buy my own favourite stuffs!!!!!

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT!!

2006-10-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

AFTER MATHS PAPER IS A/C , AFTER A/C IS CELEBRATION!!! yes!!!!

STILL IN THE MIST OF EXAM

2006-10-04T16:00:00.000-07:00

5 MORE DAYS TO FINISH N LEVEL!!! yes!!! then can go out whenever i like!!! now must go concentrate first then the rest think about it later. physics was kinda easy , only some questions i dun understand ... hehehe ... bio was worst !!! is so much harder than phy!!! tml is lit , better do well for lit if not i die , sure fail social studies , need lit to pull my marks up !!! BORED BORED BORED

TAMAKI IS LOVE!!!!

EXAM GONNA FINISH NXT MON!!!

2006-10-04T12:41:00.000-07:00

AFTER NXT MON THEN EXAM FINISH !!! time to enjoy after exam!!!!

in the mist of EXAM , N LEVEL

2006-10-02T13:02:00.000-07:00

TAMAKI SENPAI!!!!! watch " ouran high school host club finish already " lolx... the ending is so touching ... hahaha finally tamaki and haruchi are together , lolx

TAMAKI

TWINS , HIKARU AND KAORU

CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAM TO BE OVER!!!!!!

2 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

2 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL , and i'm still slacking away...*sigh* wonder how to pass like tat ... tat's means i cannot go home study on monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday ,friday ... like that sure tired. but no choice , need to study ... irritaing .i can't wait for my pay nxt week so that i can pay my full amount for my gothic lolita which is $90 . lolx ... today i went to orchard to collect my lolita shoe and went to pay for my headdress . later we met rina , she's a nice person . she got a hamster , sooooo cute!!!! then later we met her friend and went to sumairu together .OMG !!! charmaine actually bought a punk skirt which is so nice!!! i'm so shocked!!!i went to try the lolita , which is super nice but later went to haru and reserve the lolita dress ... lolx after that , we went to send charmaine to the bus-stop then we went back to haru , i also went to try geraldine's corset which i can fit into and is so cool !!! lolx... after eating our dinner , we went home. while in the MRT , i saw this really cute guy but he is from CHC ... so happy today ... i got alot of things that i want so badly and finally got it ...

3 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-29T17:48:00.000-07:00

JERRY SO MEAN , I DUN LIKE HER ANYMORE!!! * crying* she's a meanie!!! she's mean ... 3 more days to n level yet i'm still not studying hard for it . i'm too tired to study anymore , jus too tired!!! i'm too stressed to do anything ...

4 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

4 more days to n level and i'm still not prepared for it... eating dinner now.today is the most boring day , i only talk in class and joke around . lit also got nothing to do , also talk in class about what we are going to do after the n level . we thinking about going to sentosa together but with my close friends . then sleep over ... alot of places we will be going but sure out of money .i don't know why but i envy phoebe for having so many friends who care for her...sorry phoebe but i got to say this out.
KRYSTAL!!!cheer up!!! everyday see you , your face always look so sad... cheer up ok!
so sleepy ... want to sleep , tomorrow going to study with cherie and desiree , studying biology tomorrow ... can't be bothered about the other subjects , i'll worry about the rest later because biology and physics got alot to study for , so i will study these few first. I REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS WITH A 5 pts!!!!HOPE HOPE HOPE

got nothing to do

2006-09-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

since i got nothing better to write , i would rather put my fav song lyric in here

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo
kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de

tsunaida kimi no te wo

itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana
usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

sabikitta hito no you ni

kasanari au dake ga munashikute
hitori de ikite ikerutte itta
arifureta yasashisa kotobajya
ima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu

tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motome
itami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru kara

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

How can I see the meaning of life
kieteku you're the only. . .
How can I see the meaning of life
Disappearing, you're the only. . .

kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru kara
kesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return

hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara

CAN'T WAIT!!!!

2006-09-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY SHOE!!! YEAH!!! I WANNA GET IT GET IT...

5 MORE DAYS YO N LEVEL

2006-09-27T15:44:00.001-07:00

BORED!!!!got nothing to do , want to slp soon but want to use computer first so that my parents wouldn't disturb me from me using the computer . so tired!!! i wanna slp *yawn*

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY SHOE!!!!

6 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-26T19:50:00.000-07:00

... 6 more days to n level , still not prepared yet . put in new song on my blog which is de-techno life from bleach , 2nd opening song . just love that song. well... all i did today was nothing , i'm so tired about going to school when i just go to school to practice and not teaching me . i prefer the teachers to teach me one to one , not all teachers though . so that i can get it my facts right , that will be so much better . having a tuition teacher also no use , can't really learn much. only physics everyday... hate my dad so much , only know how to use violence , violence is always the way out , so pissed with him . do not know why my mum would married him , always like that , sick and tired of him always saying "i kill u then u know" . only violence... hate this family so much , i don't have the freedom to do anything even though i'm still young but i'm so much more matured than my two parents. only know how to fight like small kids , wish they can settle things in a way where they don't have to use things to hit each other . i find parents who fight are childish. that's my own opinion , and i wish they could see my blog . this is how i feel about parents who fight . they only make their kids suffer , only thing that they suffer , but they do not know that we too suffer more than them. they are just so childish . time for me to switch the computer off , maybe later will come online again

8 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-24T16:07:00.000-07:00

well... yesterday was fun...but i was at the same place all day never change and no sun , cloudy day so i'm not tanned , unfair . after work we played a so-called dog and bone in the water but with a ball , fell down so many times until got scratches on my legs hand , so pain , lolx after that we went for a swim , feel so relaxed . i feel that going to work is the best place where i can get all my troubles away . due to the fact that i almost get scolded by mum and dad is because i swim for too long and had to take away my food home , can't stay to eat. i think my mum will allow me to go out late after my N level , now cannot . anw if i go out late also got timing , the latest i come home is 11 pm , no later then that if not get locked out . i'm bored bored bored bored bored ... *yawn*

HOW HOW HOW !!!! 10 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL

2006-09-22T19:17:00.000-07:00

how how how ... how am i suppose to tell mum that i not going for dinner together with her .... how leh ... what am i to do !!!! i scared mum don't allow then i cannot go , then so unfair ... is a must go , cannot say dun go de ... how!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE THIS COSPLAYER!!!

2006-09-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! I LOVE THIS COSPLAYER , SHE'S SO COOL!!! I LIKE THE TIFA BEST

12 MORE DAYS TO THE N LEVEL

2006-09-20T16:20:00.000-07:00

today i miss maths lesson because i cannot take it anymore , miss yeong is abit too much . mrs yong also never come today , so sian , yesterday the three have fun while me , stay at home do nth , sit around , use the computer . IRRITAING !!!! can't stand it , i wanna the N leve to finish faster but meanwhile i have to study extremely pass , i jus pass my lit which is so horrible !!!! i wanna scream , haven scold candice yet for what happen yesterday , still so mad at her. I GO SLP LE!!! SO TIRED!!!

sigh

2006-09-19T16:00:00.000-07:00

this is ME ME ME

bored bored bored , staying at home now , don't know what to do . washing the clothes for the whole family now , if not if mum comes home , she'll be in a bad mood, then later say i never help her ... that's worst .got so many eye problems , now is my left eye which got the problem , so irritating .that alan arh... i really feel irritated , he's siding candice de lor, keep forcing me to forgive her. ALAN!!!! if u are seeing this u better understand, i HATE people forcing me to do this i do not like. PLUS , u ask candice to say sorry , is not her which wants to say sorry . she will always listen to people , anyway , i do not see the sincerity , so i will not say until i get it out clear with her . she will only continue to deny things if i forgive her. u do this because u wanted to help get her friends back but is her own fault which she cause this , so i would like u not to do things which i HATE, i'll appreciate it . O and substance shan , i do not know who u really are , but i got one thing to say to u , I'M NOT AFRAID OF CANDICE , why must i be scared of her . i think she's the one who is scared . so pls , do not assume things . i hope u people understand me .i will go confront CANDICE LIM tomorrow which is wednesday. if u ask her to tell u things , i think all she will say is a lie and everyone knows candice . PLUS the last time i ask about ur result , u only lie ... y be so embarass about ur result , if u think u did ur best then is done . lie abt ur results for wat, it wouldn't help u .
TOMORROW GO BACK TO SCHOOL , SO BORING , I WANNA SKIP MATHS LESSON
13 MORE DAYS TO MY N'LEVEL'...

CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY GL SHOE PLUS MY HEADDRESS

TODAY

2006-09-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS STUDY DAY !!! not really study day , jus went to study only lolx . had fun ....
I WANNA WORK WORK WORK but got n level , so must wait till n level finish , need to save $93 to save for my shoe and my headdress , love my headdress and the shoe.
jus need one more thing to get ready for cosplay EOY which is my GL lolx
wanna buy alot of stuff ... but no money *sigh*

MORE COSPLAY PICTURES !!!!! HERE AND ALL THE WAY!!!

2006-09-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

lacus clyne frm gs
lulu og ffx

gaara

kikyo
kuchiki
rukia

stella

N LEVEL COMING LE

2006-09-12T16:45:00.000-07:00

I'M BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED ... THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY

HERE ARE SOME COSPLAY PICS

luna(gundam seed destiny)
tenjou tenge
sanzo
bleach
prince of tennis
cloud
so romantic jk is yunie and tidus

UPDATE SOON

i'm addicted

2006-09-03T20:05:00.000-07:00

I GOT TO ADMIT THAT I'M ADDICTED TO MY JOB RATHER THAN STUDY ... so bored , better study and not slack , i know how to plan my time but is just that when it comes to study , i'll just have a feeling of not doing it and i'm so tired of it . so many exams , after mid-year is mock exam , after mock exam is prelims and after prelims is the real big one which is unfair . having so many exams in 2 months is very stressing for us all .

super tired

2006-09-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

i'm super tired , that's all i have to say plus i injured my finger and i'm unable to move because it's so pianful . saw vic , daphane ang and audrey at www hahaha
nitez , sweet dreams to everybody

went out today

2006-08-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

today is TEACHER'S DAY!!! happy teacher's day to all teachers !!! after the teacher's day celebration , i went to geraldine's house to change and then went down to pick mel and lisa and back to jerry's house again... we waited abt 1HR jus to get our lunch but end up no lunch and went out to eat instead ... so IRRITAING!!!first we went to PS and went to sumairu to see the GL !!! OMG ... i love the GLs , cost quite alot though but at least one was $90 and is nice but no $$ rite nw .... so .... after n level which i have to study very hard for , work for alot of days to save around $400++ to get two GLs . i'm not crazy because alot of ppl call me crazy for buying so many GLs which are so ex . but i don't really find it ex because i really love it and i don't mind wearing this out with a fren of course or events . then later we ate pastamania which cost me my head because i never eat food which cost $10 ... after that we went to the arcade , too sad , too many people playing the drum so can't play . end up playing the basketball and some car game plus shooting ... lolx after all that which is around 4+ we went to far east plaza where we went HARU!!!! HARU ROX!!! finally saw the headdresses , so nice !!! i'm gonna buy two at least hahaha!!! but nearly got caught for not being at home , but made it back just in time

MY JAP NAME

2006-08-30T17:31:00.000-07:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Usagi Kajuji

What's your Japanese Name?

5 MORE DAYS TO MT N LEVEL AND 6 TO SS

2006-08-30T15:41:00.000-07:00

die die .... i'm still slacking away , somebody must bring me go out to a quiet place in order for me to study all the way , i can at least study 6 hrs a day .... but ss got so many chapters to study ... stress!!! never go ss , because all mr john lim says are inference always and pratice , it's super boring

IT'S A QUIZ

2006-08-30T15:36:00.000-07:00

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

LOVE THE SHOES

2006-08-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

i'm buying this one on top , yeah yeah !!! hahaha cost is $88 hehehe

buckle type of boots , nice but too ex cause no $$ cost around $138

this is nice , maybe i'll buy it nxt yr hahahaha also $88

anybody wanna buy ?? tell me and i'll help u order if not i'll tell u which website to go...

can wait to get it , but by end of this yr maybe must get at least 2 new gothic lolita and a few punk stuff

can't be bothered

2006-08-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

please do not care about the blog writtings . me and michelle had make a deal ... only close frens will be allowed to know . we both will have a prove that both of us wouldn't be fighting again .THIS IS AN ANNOUNCEMENT

no one controls me

2006-08-24T19:47:00.000-07:00

i dun let hatred control my life... no body knows or understand me , so they do not have the right to judge me . neither do i have the right to judge people . i don't lie i don't backstabb. I WILL BACKSTABB PEOPLE IF THEY DO THAT TO ME ...like i said , whoever wants to get involve just get urself in it , but when u are in trouble don't come looking for help. of course people who thinks i'm a bitch , go ahead , u don't know me anw . and CHARMAINE KOH , i have to write this big enough , shut ur crap , as if u are so high and mighty like ur sis who doesn't want to admit that she's wrong .

nxt day

2006-08-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

THIS IS DONE BY MICHELLE , IF IT IS NOT IN HER BLOG , THAT MEANS SHE DELETED IT

http://www.mich-lostdarksoul.blogspot.com/

her blog up there

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

wat a day

oh wells, they have nothing to do then blog
they think their still in primary school,
their so childish and they juz don't know how
to think. making a fuss out of something
tracking devices don't work wats the point
having a blog.
and i told ur secrets to who
u hear but u have evidence u saw u heard it urself ?
or geraldine told u ? and i betrayed u 2 , with wat ?
wat do u two have that i have to talk about? paris hilton
britney or brad pitt haha
as far as i know geraldine i don't need to steal ur
friends u can have all of them, all of them is urs
i'm okay with it.
u think i took advantage of u too ha when
u wanted to wait i didn't tell u to and if u
said i didn't treat u wat bout all those things
i gave u and helped ueverything u have simply forgotten
juz facing back to " hate "
y magdalene i say "hate" becuz its so strong in
both of u. u don't know bout it but people knows.
candice is a full time bitch
i didn't bring her in wat for tell names
to question them and blame them
its juz 3 of us settling this problem
clearing things up. in the end someone was angry and left
too bad u can't say anymore cuz its over.
you both don't have to come read this
if u read its ur choice
i juz wanted to clear things but u both didn't
understand so thats about it.

" now i don't think u both have a chance to say it
to me anymore ". u two have said ur piece today .
unless u wanna talk more

ITS OVER
i'll forgive and forget evrything cuz
u 2 once my friends and u have misunderstood.

HERE'S ANOTHER , THE NEXT DAY

2006-08-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

ans ur question

2006-08-23T15:10:00.000-07:00

"i juz wonder whether magdalene and geraldine jerry would
stop talking bout things that's not true.."

REPLY BY MAG>>since when i say things which are not true about you , tell me la...

"they can't say to my FACE. they have to talk bout it among each other.
" juz get ur own life " is U getting and finding wat really belongs to you."

REPLY BY MAG>> sure ... i'll say it in front of u tml in sch plus aren't u the same,talking abt me and whoever among ur frenz. u oso jus get ur own life , i already found mine , it's jus u and whoever say abt me and jerry talking abt u which i not true

"for jia rong its been so long but we're still friends.
its not hate that controls u, is whether u can get over with it."

REPLY BY MAG>>o really , u and jia rong are friends? please la,jia rong tell me herself she's not friend's with u , she herself doesn't wanna talk to u, so pls , get this straight, if u dun noe whether she wants to be friends with u ,ask her , dun assume things when u dun noe

- geraldine, u really hate me that much ? the times we spent
sharing during church and church camps we became closer.
u gave me presents i kept them. the times when u were sad and needed help.
this friendship i had i wld not forget and i wld never ever hate u.

juz want to tell u i miss the old days

- magdalene, when we became gd friends, we were talking bout anime
and how u draw the anime really well that we shared a lot of
things and we wld go out with sally too. we talked about many things
u drew pictures for me,u gave me presents its there.
to know u've always been there and always telling me bout anime..

"friends never betray anyone."

REPLY BY MAG>>if u really noe that then why did u do it to me!!u told every of my secret that i told to u and u to noe only , u told sally!!

but i juz don't know y u keep saying that and hate me so much.
juz want to tell u i miss the old days.u said before that i changed.

"how bout u ? u changed too."

REPLY BY MAG>>yes i change i admit

its not only
me that ur talking about look at urself.

"u keep saying think before
u speak did u ?"

REPLY BY MAG>>i did think before i speak unlike u , putting words into ppl's mouth

no. and "can u let go that hate u have
for people and forgive and look at whats in front of u instead of
holding on to that hate.issn't wat u say to me ur doing it urself ?"

REPLY BY MAG>> o i do except u because of what u are doing nw

"# U 2 just can't say it out or write a letter ? there's always no hard
feelings. i was never doing anything to u both. and there was always
nothing i said. its juz that face u both give. if its because
of candice saying something about me, u can go beat her up if u like.
until now u still believer her ? juz forget her. she's nothing, she
juz like seperating bestfriends. because she has no friends thats y
she wanna seperate all the bestfriends charmaine agrees also."

REPLY BY MAG>>are u sure u never did anything to us... u backstabbed us , is that not doing anything to u . i dun care abt what u and candice.

"its been months, hating someone for so long, don't u feel tired.
its okay if u still wanna hate me cuz its ur choice bout it.."

REPLY BY MAG>> i feel tired but u are the one who cause this . I WILL STOP IF U SHUT UR MOUTH ABT TELLING PPL ALL ABT ME AND JERRY

well ...this is my reply to michelle koh zhi hui

http://www.mich-lostdarksoul.blogspot.com/

here's ur blog , if ppl wanna see iit go ahead

my ss result

2006-08-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

*sigh*... nearly pass , always like that... sick and tired of failing my ss !!! always pull down my marks for my combine human ... hate it so much , must learn how to do my source based questions , must master it before my n if not i must do well for my lit as in get an A1 for lit , it'll be difficult to get it .started studying for social studies already ... lalala must study everyday and memories it well .... but still abit slacking ... must go out with someone to study with me , and force me to study at least 6hrs per day so that i might memories the words well ... how how how !!! how am i suppose to pass my n ?? i dun wanna go ite !!!!! i wanna go poly and to the course i want .
michelle arh .... stop making ppl and disturbing them , i dun noe what ur planning but no worries , i'll find it out .

I HATE PPL WHO DO THINGS WHICH I HATE

2006-08-16T16:07:00.000-07:00

LISTEN UP CHARMAINE JALLEH OF SEC 4/2 ... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU !!!!WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM AGAINST ME AND GERALDINE.JERRY?? IF YOU DON'T LIKE US THEN SAY IT TO MY FACE , I'M FINE WITH ANYTHING YOU KNOW . I HATE IT WHEN YOU START MENTIONING ABOUT WHOM I DON'T LIKE . SAY THEY ARE BETTER WITH MAKE UP , WHY NEVER DO MAKE UP FOR OTHER PEOPLE (YOU SAID THAT TO JERRY). CERTAIN PEOPLE DON'T WANNA DO FOR THEM THEN DON'T FORCE THEM TO . YOU ARE LIKE FORCING JERRY TO DO IT FOR THAT BLOODY PERSON . IF YOU WANNA SAY SOMETHING LIKE YOU DON'T SUIT MAKE UP , YOU LOOK UGLY WTIH IT , T-H-E-N J-U-S-T S-A-Y I-T T-O M-Y F-A-C-E !!! O AND DON'T ACT SO INNOCENT LIKE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING , I MAY NOT BE SMART BUT WHEN COMES TO LIARS , I'LL FIND OUT THE TRUTH. NOBODY CAN LIE TO ME , IF YOU THINK U CAN , THINK AGAIN .IT'S UNAVOIDABLE . IT'S EITHER SAY IT TO ME OR I'LL FORCE IT OUT FROM YOU . I'M MUCH MORE WORST THAN ANYONE WHO HAS SHOWN YOU THEIR WORST TEMPER ... WATCH IT ... YOU KNOW WHAT , WHY CAN'T ANYONE BE JUST NICE , NOT TO B-A-C-K-S-T-A-B-B-E-D ANYONE . I HATE IT . I DON;T DO THAT , IS PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE BETTER THAN THEY DO THIS . I'M NOT INSULTING ANYONE HERE BUT REALLY , WHO IS PERFECT ...

EXAM

2006-08-13T22:25:00.000-07:00

prelim is just tommorow and is english ... i haven't pratice for my english , i'm going to fail .. ah... how how . all the teachers make it sound so easy that n level is so easy ... how how . i'm not prepared for it yet .this few days i never study because my parents brought me out to eat dinner . everyday also use the computer watch bleach on youtube . i so slack better study harder , i only left about less than a month for my n which is social studies first then chinese during the september holidays . i hate it

NATIONAL DAY

2006-08-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

Oooo this year national day is super cool !!! i love this year NDP !!! but what i was there for was the fireworks love the fireworks !!! yesterday sports day after went out with zara but we didn't spent too much time because we need to go to lyn's place and met her friends . well.. i forgot what their names are ... hahaha but that someone is super irritating , dun noe what the hell is wrong with you !!! IRRITAING... well , i'm all to tired , going to have a nice comfortable bed to sleep ... lolx watched s'pore idol , they all sing okay but is juz that paul and jon chose the wrong song ... ahhhhh....but hope they get into the nxt round .... hope hope hope

SPORT DAY SUX

2006-08-07T14:22:00.000-07:00

I HATE THIS YEAR SPORTS DAY BECAUSE THERE'S NO RUNNING, SO SIAN LOR ... ONLY WALK AROUND DO NOTHING EXCEPT TO CHEER FOR MY CLASSMATE TO WIN BUT THIS YEAR WE DIDN'T WIN ANYTHING ... SO SAD ... WELL.. I'M GOING OUT SOON AND WITH ZARA ... SO HAPPY CAUSE I NEVER SEE HER FOR SO LONG LE!!! YEAH YEAHBUT MUST PREPARE MY STUDIES FOR N LEVEL WHICH I ONLY LEFT ONE MONTH MORE TO GO WHICH IS SO FAST... AHHHHHHH.... SO SCARE , WHAT IF I CAN'T PASS .. I REALLY GOT NO CONFIDENT THIS YEAR TO PASS MY EXAMZ. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET 5 POINTS ONLY , ITS SO DIFFICULT!O TIMES UP NEED TO GET OUT FRM THE HOUSE BUT MY HOUSE WON THE CHAMP THIS YEAR HAHAHA!!

MICHELLE IF U READ THIS U BETTER STUDY HARD !!!!

NEVER GO SCH TODAY!

2006-07-31T11:45:00.000-07:00

well.. yesterday i sprained my ankle while playing captain's ball with these group of secondary 3 girls. i accidently stepped on one of the girls leg then i wanted to get my feet of then i lost my footing and there you have it. after school i went to haru to collect my socks i bought from her , so nice so nice.at night my mum brought me to see the sensei ... sooo pain !!!today when i woke up , i still was unable to move that well so i ask my mum to excuse me from school.i was unable to walk well adn who's goning to help me when i take the bus home... no one , so well ... i decided to stay at home and rest my leg , that would be so much better. can't wait for 3 weeks more to get my lolita shoe !!!! yeah yeah!!!

SELLING

2006-07-29T21:16:00.000-07:00

BLACK LACE BLOUSE , FREE SIZE ,SELLING FOR $30

GREEN CONVERSE SHIRT , SIZE M, SELLING FOR $15

MNG SHIRT , SIZE S , SELLING FOR $20

BLACK WHITE FALL OF SHOULDER, SIZE L , SELLING FOR $20

damn

2006-07-27T20:25:00.000-07:00

WHAT AM I TO DOO!!!!!!!!!!!i fail my english my maths and going to fail my accounts plus physics mock exam ... now i have to stress myself real hard this time in order to pass my prelim ... but i can't stop myself from using the computer!!! i just love my somputer too much!!!now i watching bleach and having a backache . i just studied not long ago though ... i'm sooo slacking after mid year , maybe i can't handle the stress after exam i have to be stress by the teachers to do my works , i really hope i can make it to sec 5 next year , i really hope that means i'm gonna need alot of help . i'm going to study my science very hard , my combine human and english . MUST STRESS MYSELF TO IMPROVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NICE UNIFORMS FRM VAMPIRE KNIGHTS

2006-07-26T20:12:00.000-07:00

I WANNA BUY THESE!! BUT IT COST OVER 70++
NOW WATCHING S'PORE IDOL

2006-07-26T15:40:00.000-07:00

2006-07-26T15:17:00.000-07:00

boring day

2006-07-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

super bored today , got nothing to do but work all the way , had to stand for almost 1/2 hr during accounts as we need to answer mdm kee's question before we can sit and tomorrow i need to contiue standing up until i answer the question .during social studies , almost everyone was drawing on the table as we were bored by him.so tired ... thursday got accounts mock exam ... sian arh !!!watching television ... ordered a sock with lace for my GL .. lalala , haven't flood anybody on friendster cos nobody reply yet ... blah blah , i hope i can pass my N level with 5 points only then can go sec 5 then do my O LEVEL , very tired ... after tuition , never study today due to the tuition timing , hate tuition on tuesdays ... prelim is just next week , how how , what am i to do ??? i'm not prepared for it !!! ahhhhhhh..... dun noe wat to do!!!! tomorrow also cannot watch s'pore idol cos need to study ... hope paul 2hill and jonathan will be in the finals , both of them are good singers !! love the both of them !!!

LOVE KUROSAKI ICHIGO AND ATHRUN ZALA!!!

NEVER LET YOUR DARKNESS OF YOUR HEART CONTROL YOU ...

2006-07-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

MY FAV THINGS I WANNA GET!!!

2006-07-25T17:45:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!

2006-07-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

PAUL TWOHILL AND JONATHAN ROX!!!! LOVE THE BOTH OF YA!!!!

COSPLAY PHOTOS

2006-07-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

just testing

2006-07-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

IT WORKS !! HAHAHAHA ... IT REALLY WORKS USING HTML CODE ... YEAH

kitty!!

2006-07-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

I MANAGE TO SAVE A LITTLE KITTY WITH A FRIEND WHO HELPED ME ... GERALDINE TOLD ME THE CAT FELL INTO THE DRAIN WHICH WAS SO DEEP!!! THE DEEP TYPE OF CANAL , SCARY . AFTER SCHOOL I WENT TO SEE IT , IT WAS SO STILL , IT WAS SO SCARE AND DARE NOT MOVE , WHEN JERRY TOLD ME , I NEARLY CRY , POOR LITTLE KITTY ... LOLX . WE DECIDED TO SAVE THE CAT AFTER OUR MOCK EXAM , MEANWHILE DURING EXAM , IT STARTED TO RAIN , OMG!!! I WAS SO SCARED THAT IT MIGHT DROWN AS IT MADE FLOOD . AFTER SCHOOL I QUICKLY WHEN BACK THERE AND LUCKY THE CAT WAS THERE AND THE CANAL WASN'T FLOODED , THANK GOD ... SO , SALLY WENT DOWN FIRST CAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO DOWN , KRISTABELLA AND SUUANN WAS THERE TOO , THEY HELPED OUT TOO ...THEN CAME CYNTHIA AND CHARMAINE... WE RAN TOWARDS THE CAT , THE CAT HISSED AT ME , AHHHH , SO SCARY ... BUT WE FINALLY MANAGE TO CARRY THE CAT OUT TO SAFETY , LUCKY , AND OF COURSE WITH THE HELP OF MY FRIENDS ... LOLX ... BUT THE CAT IS INJURED , HOPE IT HEALS FAST AND EAT WELL , HOPE PEOPLE FEED IT...

GOING OUT GOING OUT

2006-07-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

just watch gundam seed destiny !! hahaha strike freedom finally come out then next week is justice !! even better haha... been going out for the past 3 days , friday go concert then yesterday go out with my parents to IMM haha ... been there for around 3-4 hours !!! buy nothing but food!!! today going to church for my friend's confirmation , lalala ...got nothing to do , sooooo boring ... *yawn* SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED !!!!

I HATE MICHELLE KOH ZHI HUI FROM 4/3

HOME SWEET HOME ...lolx

2006-07-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

SO SLEEPY ... *YAWN* YET I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO THE COMPUTER ... HAHAHAX. MSN CANNOT BE DOWNLOADED , I DON'T KNOW WHY ?? CRAZY COMPUTER , DAD!!! GET US A NEW COMPUTER BETTER THAN KOR'S LAPTOP !!!TODAY'S LESSON WAS VERY BORING ... *SIGH* WAITED PATIENTLY FOR RECESS AND EAT!!THE NEXT PERIOD WAS MATHS THEN PC , NO WAY!! MS YEONG TOOK 1H30MINS TO FINISH THE LESSON . I WAS HALF AWAKE BY THEN .. HAHAHAX.WHILE HAVING PC I SLEPT FOR 30 MINS AND WOKEN UP BY THE NOISE IN THE CLASS AND NEXT LESSON WAS PHYSICS , BORING LESSONS ALL DAY .*YAWN*
LUCKY TODAY NO TUITORIAL , HAHAX , CAN REST FOR TODAY ONLY THEN THE NEXT 3 DAYS NEED TO STAY BACK ... TOMORROW GOT MOCK EXAM THEN WEDNESDAY GOT LIT , MR ADRIAN CHAN , HE CAN KILL MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF MY CELL BRAIN , LOLX.I ATE LUNCH WITH GERALDINE,CHARMAINE,DESIREE,KRYSTAL , WE JOKE SO MUCH , LOLX.CAME HOME ABOUT 3:05PM , SO LATE!!! QUICKLY ON THE COMPUTER AND WATCH MY BLEACH!!! ICHIGO!!!!AT NIGHT WILL BE STUDYING ... SO BORING *YAWN*

GIVE A REASON FOR LIFE !!!

NO FAIR NO FAIR

2006-07-08T22:59:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T GO FOR THE COSFEST AT DOWNTOWN EAST ... NO FAIR NO FAIR !!! BECAUSE OF MY STUPID BRO , SAY SOO TIRED IF NOT MY MUM WOULD HAVE LET ME GO , NO FAIR !!!! NOW I GOT NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT TO STUDY STUDY STUDY ... IT'S SO STUPID .. I'M SUPER BORED .. GOT NOTHING TO DO ... NVM I GO TO MY STUDY NOW SO I CAN WATCH TV IN THE NIGHT HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ANOTHER BLOG...

2006-07-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

OKAY ... THIS IS THE DON'T KNOW HOW MANY BLOGS THAT I HAVE CREATED DUE TO MY FORGETFULNESS ... I'M SO STUPID ... WELL , I DUN HAVE TIME TO DAY , AND I'LL WRITE ANOTHER DAY